lol whut

I wish there was like, a delete all button on this guy. :P

But since it's been...what, a YEAR since i updated this guy...and I am super panicking right now, I'll make a quicky. :D

I read a certain someone's LJ, not knowing she still even updated the thing, and saw she did some list thing and mentioned me! Well, at least I THINK it was me. I mean, she mentioned drawing and a certain someone...ha. If it wasn't me, I'm amazed she knows someone else so similar.

Ultra stress here, guys! I don't know if anyone will read this, much less acknowledge it but omg.

One school has a deadline on the 15th of Febraury. Thankfully, both RISD and UT have deadlines in March. Too bad neither will accept me. :'( But I have a 4.0! ...but then again it's Pan Am! Eww!

I need to get rolling on this portfolio, but everything I do feels waaaay too "cartoon" to even be close to acceptable. I'm so bad with the whole "observational" stuff, too. I think I did good on my first day of figure drawing, but you know. I kinda need stuff STAT!

I think I should just grab my markers and draw my feet in 20 different ways. That's observational. ;O It sure would fill up the portfolio fast! But I bet RISD is gonna be like, "WHAT IS THIS? THIS IS TRASH!" And instead of the whole "We regret to inform you.." letter, I'm gonna get a "WHAT WAS THAT?! THAT WAS TRASH! JUST STOP DRAWING, NOW.

WITH UTTER LOATHING,
RISD"

Not that RISD rejecting me would be too bad. Panam isn't TERRIBLE. It's just...pan am. :(

Ooh and I get to go see Juno and Sweeney Todd at the drive in today! Omg! No wai! yah wai! :D I hope I don't die there or something. That'd be a true buzzkill.

Okay well even if I am going to DIE at the drive in, I should shower. So I won't have messy hair at my funeral.

What can I say?